you’re under the bleachers with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. and you feel like you’ve done something terrible, like got kicked in the nuts, or swallowed dirt, or saw your coaches making out in the locker room, and you’re feeling a little queasy like maybe you didn't spit out all the dirt.

he doesn't say he loves you, but he does say "sorry for the dirt in your mouth, bitch."

for ylva and the boys @ soccer moms 2 real

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