i want to die gaichu Length 74 playlists Updated August 15, 2020 playlists featuring vent, lana del rey, and transgender music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete Psychosis by gothcryptid Psychosis by gothcryptid 214 16 13 tracks psychosis mental illness low-fi dysphoria by zonerunners low-fi dysphoria by zonerunners 132 25 15 tracks transgender nonbinary dysphoria gender gender dysphoria DISSPHORIA by sufferclown DISSPHORIA by sufferclown 38 9 22 tracks dysphoria transgender transmasculine There's Iron in My Heart by Soiré There's Iron in My Heart by Soiré 744 47 11 tracks lana del rey coco rosie sad oh land lindi ortega i think i drank too much vodka and blood by magicyears i think i drank too much vodka and blood by magicyears 112 27 9 tracks personal bedroom pop lo-fi creepy i think i found god. by executions NSFW i think i found god. by executions 138 18 26 tracks codependency oc / canon marina and the diamonds mother mother lana del rey gold DO YOU BELIEVE WHAT UR SAYIN? by prongcollar DO YOU BELIEVE WHAT UR SAYIN? by prongcollar 801 112 9 tracks schizophrenia brainweird vent god will save you by ghostlier god will save you by ghostlier 19 1 11 tracks music mix Let's Burn Shit by sadlittlerat Let's Burn Shit by sadlittlerat 991 57 15 tracks folk punk punk acoustic rock folk rock I am nobody. by feramuz abi I am nobody. by feramuz abi 106 7 21 tracks metal rock charles manson turkish psycho dEVIL iNSIDE by teratogenetics dEVIL iNSIDE by teratogenetics 19 1 8 tracks dog lamb of god digitalize yourself by proda digitalize yourself by proda 551 45 21 tracks breakcore rock elektropunk digital hardcore nintendocore Medicated To The One I Love by MRrussia Medicated To The One I Love by MRrussia 43 3 8 tracks rock alternative rock pop drugs indie Hospital Heaven by frigidprincess Hospital Heaven by frigidprincess 117 42 13 tracks hospital medicine hospitals medical marshmallow stardust glam by rachaelhh1994 marshmallow stardust glam by rachaelhh1994 449 44 16 tracks glam rock glam pop punk drugs god of sadness by godcompIex god of sadness by godcompIex 194 61 12 tracks columbine dylan klebold murder school shooting true crime numb by inclement numb by inclement 374 47 10 tracks rap hip hop dark drugs gold pa pa pa pa paranoia by schizotypals NSFW pa pa pa pa paranoia by schizotypals 899 117 12 tracks mental illness tw: self harm tw: trich and derm this is a fucking mess And All Around Us The Mermaids Sang by Bynar And All Around Us The Mermaids Sang by Bynar 246 40 21 tracks the cure rarities collaborations robert smith gem god's back alley abortion by blueflavor god's back alley abortion by blueflavor 10 10 9 tracks fuck disgust hole fawnteeth gem opiates & gold stars by blueflavor opiates & gold stars by blueflavor 64 30 11 tracks weird fucking mix of genres shit sick sad fawnteeth gem wolf girl part 2 by blueflavor wolf girl part 2 by blueflavor 45 20 18 tracks mental illness dreamy love xiu xiu fawnteeth we run through the dark always by blueflavor we run through the dark always by blueflavor 66 17 8 tracks bat boy fawnteeth Mindless Autopsy by Couture Mindless Autopsy by Couture 94 17 10 tracks darkwave goth rock i suck at tagging things gold SADISTIC 4 by Tromroan SADISTIC 4 by Tromroan 925 123 11 tracks sadistic sadist psychopath psycho violent rip out my veins by trash boy rip out my veins by trash boy 46 13 9 tracks angry my chemical romance andrew jackson jihad green day gem I WANT YOU TO WANNA HATE ME by neelacuda I WANT YOU TO WANNA HATE ME by neelacuda 95 29 10 tracks rp mix teenagers Another time by bleedlikewatercolors Another time by bleedlikewatercolors 23 5 8 tracks alcohol nirvana скриптонит placebo depression i love you like a pack of dogs by sc0rpi0grl i love you like a pack of dogs by sc0rpi0grl 118 17 19 tracks love folk punk tumblr days n daze pat the bunny surreal coffee shop soundtrack by yeehawrley surreal coffee shop soundtrack by yeehawrley 325 28 30 tracks folk punk indie sad folk weird plus i couldn't speak anyways by scarletibis plus i couldn't speak anyways by scarletibis 399 55 12 tracks blood queer mysterious skin self hate im gonna regret this IT WAS ALL MY F̷̴͖̪̘̅̽̀A̷̞͖̩̘̦̯̯̋̄ͦ̒͘U̸̝̞̟͈̼̤͇ͧͩͤ͟L̶̬͉̝̱̃̃̀̚T̿͠҉̹͍̳͖̮ by pariahdaisy IT WAS ALL MY F̷̴͖̪̘̅̽̀A̷̞͖̩̘̦̯̯̋̄ͦ̒͘U̸̝̞̟͈̼̤͇ͧͩͤ͟L̶̬͉̝̱̃̃̀̚T̿͠҉̹͍̳͖̮ by pariahdaisy 488 68 8 tracks self hate self-loathing negative i need to stop making playlists so long after the fact i'm still kind of shitty lol gold AND I WANT TO FUCKING DIE! by creepily NSFW AND I WANT TO FUCKING DIE! by creepily 1648 213 14 tracks gore guro vore violence sex basement tapes by dearjeeling basement tapes by dearjeeling 221 53 15 tracks lo-fi suburbs murder serial killers americana i cut you off when i get scared by efamk i cut you off when i get scared by efamk 258 37 14 tracks egobang emo im so emo shipgrumps THE END HAS NO END by ivlet THE END HAS NO END by ivlet 177 16 10 tracks psychedelic divine the strokes mother mother jukebox the ghost gold hook me up to machines by stardrinker hook me up to machines by stardrinker 2534 225 13 tracks hospital abuse emotional abuse physical abuse sexual abuse W R O N G by bitterpriestess W R O N G by bitterpriestess 460 39 9 tracks transgender self hatred dysphoria nonbinary self harm gold rabbit bones by traumatique rabbit bones by traumatique 1120 120 12 tracks abuse trauma ptsd csa I feel sick by staygaystaydead I feel sick by staygaystaydead 1084 70 11 tracks abuse sad angry fucked up see u in hell assholes its supposed to hurt the first time by wingdiing its supposed to hurt the first time by wingdiing 428 48 8 tracks rape abuse abusive relationship sexual abuse trauma gold Seven Feet Under by pokemondiamond Seven Feet Under by pokemondiamond 2306 355 12 tracks liar liar tohru liar liar 2 gore gold i exist... oh well... by transgeiszler i exist... oh well... by transgeiszler 4263 526 8 tracks ugh dissociation emotional abuse depression gold oh god no by ki_inu oh god no by ki_inu 1099 143 8 tracks dissociation sickness trans personal dysphoria gold don't bother by goreadult don't bother by goreadult 2810 361 13 tracks codependency abuse personal ptsd GAURD DOG GOD DOG by martyrparty GAURD DOG GOD DOG by martyrparty 960 88 8 tracks deitykin npd bpd personality disorders im sad by YVNG im sad by YVNG 596 26 11 tracks abuse suicide depressed sad stuff lo-fi gold can you see it too? by lynsbit can you see it too? by lynsbit 3028 446 18 tracks mental illness hallucinations psychosis brainweird gem they're staring (they hate me they hate me) by plagues they're staring (they hate me they hate me) by plagues 784 91 8 tracks paranoia mental illness you're dead by funeral day you're dead by funeral day 626 89 10 tracks it's my funeral & i'll cry if i want to dead sad brainweird unreality Lure them. Eat them whole. by ToothTrauma Lure them. Eat them whole. by ToothTrauma 108 13 8 tracks mental illness psychosis gold "you've been in the house too long" by morriereils "you've been in the house too long" by morriereils 2796 298 10 tracks the smiths tame impala lo-fi alternative indie rock gold i grow tired of this body by ohhboi i grow tired of this body by ohhboi 1384 194 13 tracks personal demiboy transgender ftm lgbtq+ gold ( &&; DELUSIONAL ) by moosetrack ( &&; DELUSIONAL ) by moosetrack 5135 534 16 tracks oc violence guro gore gold ILL BE GOD by apophis NSFW ILL BE GOD by apophis 621 105 16 tracks religious delusions brainweird divinity actuallypsychotic samiear speaks by letsmoveourbootybutts samiear speaks by letsmoveourbootybutts 13 0 8 tracks personal divine gold shriek of a forgotten god by corrosionpit shriek of a forgotten god by corrosionpit 546 116 8 tracks psychosis god delusion divine mental illness actuallydivine im not sure if im human by ginniebutt im not sure if im human by ginniebutt 415 68 13 tracks brainweird mental illness anxiety disassociation you'll need to accept it sooner or later by letsmoveourbootybutts you'll need to accept it sooner or later by letsmoveourbootybutts 256 31 8 tracks brainweird psychosis halloween creepy mental illness everybody used me by divineartes everybody used me by divineartes 634 89 10 tracks nathan prescott life is strange lis WOULD YOU BE MY THOUSAND FUCKS by captainpallas WOULD YOU BE MY THOUSAND FUCKS by captainpallas 709 84 10 tracks brainweird violent impulses psychosis violence mental illness gold o h go d he l pm e by abulia o h go d he l pm e by abulia 2017 247 9 tracks mental illness personal lo-fi sad sorry yr a fuck up (songs to cry to) by uglyb0i yr a fuck up (songs to cry to) by uglyb0i 1300 90 13 tracks lo-fi sad acoustic indie suicide gold she's not eating again by saddlerve she's not eating again by saddlerve 4411 433 12 tracks eating disorder self harm anorexia cassie ainsworth gold beaten by livhenryy beaten by livhenryy 1161 108 11 tracks spoken word flatsound sad bon iver dandelion hands too much blood by sufferclown too much blood by sufferclown 555 51 10 tracks panic attacks mental illness panic blood personal gold lack of respect by cinnamilk lack of respect by cinnamilk 2852 405 10 tracks transgender ftm gender dysphoria transmasculine FREAKING OUT/LOOKING OUT by shamemachine FREAKING OUT/LOOKING OUT by shamemachine 80 15 12 tracks paranoia psycosis brainweird hallucinations atonement by distancia atonement by distancia 364 36 11 tracks lofi eating disorder god heartbreak dig our heads into the water by babygrrrrrrl dig our heads into the water by babygrrrrrrl 59 7 8 tracks folk punk emo sad i want to die gold solitude pt2 by phantombutt solitude pt2 by phantombutt 4829 368 16 tracks sad lofi acoustic indie chill hero in high by tylersoseph hero in high by tylersoseph 235 26 18 tracks drugs depression sadness negative reflection by aurelion sol reflection by aurelion sol 273 77 8 tracks religious delusions paranoia psychosis angelkin abuse