I'm(We are) Not Okay NovaIsANerd Length 66 playlists Updated July 16, 2019 playlists featuring abuse, ptsd, and emotional abuse music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete gold do you sleep at night? by bluntbat do you sleep at night? by bluntbat 1751 359 9 tracks trauma abuse flatsound nicole dollaganger gold a thought: side a by izzychao a thought: side a by izzychao 1190 483 9 tracks steven universe steven universe fanmix connie maheswaran mindful education ptsd gold a thought: side b by izzychao NSFW a thought: side b by izzychao 1042 429 9 tracks steven universe steven universe fanmix steven quartz universe mindful education ptsd gold Sexuality: H̱͙̙̱̟̙͉ͯͤ ̶̞͎E͙̱̘͇̥͒ͦ̈́́̂ͤ̋ ̟͔ͫ͂̔ͭ̉̀ͮ͘L̮͎̱̖͈̎̌ ̸͕̻͉̭̲̭͊L̡͚̐̓ͯ̊͌̎ͤ by pariahdaisy NSFW Sexuality: H̱͙̙̱̟̙͉ͯͤ ̶̞͎E͙̱̘͇̥͒ͦ̈́́̂ͤ̋ ̟͔ͫ͂̔ͭ̉̀ͮ͘L̮͎̱̖͈̎̌ ̸͕̻͉̭̲̭͊L̡͚̐̓ͯ̊͌̎ͤ by pariahdaisy 1083 154 11 tracks sex sexuality sexual frustration what is a pile of shit like me to do??? masochism gem You Know I Can't Sleep by Traumaturgy You Know I Can't Sleep by Traumaturgy 120 43 9 tracks insomnia ptsd night terrors nightmares gold what did i ever do to you by usahana what did i ever do to you by usahana 1512 174 10 tracks abuse emotional abuse physical abuse personal sexual abuse Property of Dear Old Mom and Dad by It'sJustArcher Property of Dear Old Mom and Dad by It'sJustArcher 132 38 13 tracks ptsd emotional abuse parental abuse gaslighting personal gold my beloved smother by lycanns NSFW my beloved smother by lycanns 910 122 11 tracks emotional abuse abusive parents child abuse abuse abusive mothers gold this playlist is a bigger mess than i am by pupmilk this playlist is a bigger mess than i am by pupmilk 1219 157 17 tracks brainweird depression anxiety dysthymia you were only a kid then. by asuratepes you were only a kid then. by asuratepes 170 30 15 tracks csa sexual alter child abuse abuse mental illness gold pa pa pa pa paranoia by schizotypals NSFW pa pa pa pa paranoia by schizotypals 899 117 12 tracks mental illness tw: self harm tw: trich and derm this is a fucking mess What happened to me? by gayszler What happened to me? by gayszler 969 67 11 tracks brainweird depression bpd ughhhh gold execution commentary by villainpositivity execution commentary by villainpositivity 1182 148 8 tracks violent impulses violence intrusive thoughts gold I WON'T COME CLEAN by kidflashed I WON'T COME CLEAN by kidflashed 1097 195 11 tracks violent impulses bpd brainweird violence borderline personality disorder × GO FUCK YOURSELF × by Keazer × GO FUCK YOURSELF × by Keazer 236 33 8 tracks borderline personality disorder bpd angry mix gold SO YOU THINK YOURE HOT SHIT by corpsecrunch NSFW SO YOU THINK YOURE HOT SHIT by corpsecrunch 1537 125 12 tracks bpd i hate myself they won't stop screaming by raineyday they won't stop screaming by raineyday 438 72 12 tracks bpd violent impulses brainweird borderline personality disorder gold i do things that i don't really mean by malkavians i do things that i don't really mean by malkavians 2901 333 9 tracks bpd brainweird borderline personality disorder mental illness the mountain goats #brain tag by hxdes #brain tag by hxdes 1027 98 11 tracks mental illness avpd bpd bipolar disorder psychosis gold wicked. by nyazawa NSFW wicked. by nyazawa 2810 418 18 tracks panic attacks negative vent bpd personal gold i don't f@#king care by goreadult i don't f@#king care by goreadult 3428 418 9 tracks bpd depression udghkakg my brain i s dea d byee there's no one home tonight by harleyquinnade there's no one home tonight by harleyquinnade 67 10 13 tracks dissociation hallucinations neuroatypical bpd gothic I'LL FUCKING GUT YOU by faerocious I'LL FUCKING GUT YOU by faerocious 217 28 9 tracks personal bpd violent impulses disassociation mental illness Mix&match mental mind mess by batboyz Mix&match mental mind mess by batboyz 695 93 8 tracks bpd mental illness deppression anxiety mother mother gold i'm not the kind of sick that you can fix by newport100s i'm not the kind of sick that you can fix by newport100s 3334 404 16 tracks brainweird bpd dissociation anxiety mental illness admitting isn't fixing by jugheadsucks admitting isn't fixing by jugheadsucks 48 3 10 tracks flatsound mental illness depression bpd brainweird Worshiped and Adored and Never Be Ignored by GrimmPerspective Worshiped and Adored and Never Be Ignored by GrimmPerspective 248 20 13 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder brainweird mental illness gold .it's only you now. by sycko .it's only you now. by sycko 742 141 15 tracks bpd violent impulses abuse brainweird My Heart's An Autoclave by komaida My Heart's An Autoclave by komaida 1150 91 8 tracks bpd borderline borderline personality disorder have a habit of ruining everything by fnv have a habit of ruining everything by fnv 519 76 11 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder brainweird violent impulses ∞ I'M SORRY ∞ by Keazer ∞ I'M SORRY ∞ by Keazer 153 14 8 tracks borderline personality disorder bpd sad mix the unseen enemy by hawkeyedpeas the unseen enemy by hawkeyedpeas 121 12 19 tracks dissociation bpd anxiety depression who am i gold godawful shitty feeling by penpal godawful shitty feeling by penpal 1934 259 20 tracks anxiety depression bpd calm gold i am not enough by critrole i am not enough by critrole 4742 540 23 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder vent brainweird mental illness gold Unsafe by EddieGluskin Unsafe by EddieGluskin 1795 205 10 tracks bpd brainweird trauma ptsd sexual abuse borderline personality disorder by theflowerchild borderline personality disorder by theflowerchild 551 59 10 tracks borderline personality disorder bpd pvris mental illness depression Decay Boy by histrashexcellency NSFW Decay Boy by histrashexcellency 752 92 50 tracks borderline personality disorder bpd bpd feels brainweird psychotic Who Am I Really? by Traumaturgy Who Am I Really? by Traumaturgy 400 50 11 tracks bpd identity crisis borderline borderline personality disorder confusion living life on the borderline by sickpuppiez living life on the borderline by sickpuppiez 643 63 19 tracks borderline personality bpd brainweird actuallyborderline "dramatic, emotional, erratic" by god-teeth "dramatic, emotional, erratic" by god-teeth 366 51 10 tracks cluster b npd aspd hpd bpd rage by genei rage by genei 349 48 9 tracks ocd violent impulses mental illness sometimes i still need you by critrole sometimes i still need you by critrole 517 51 12 tracks bpd splitting abandonment cry baby ! by yawning cry baby ! by yawning 281 29 17 tracks bpd fanmix yourself coping neurodivergent songs 4 sad sick trans kids by cosmic.boy songs 4 sad sick trans kids by cosmic.boy 512 76 10 tracks trans dyspohria anxiety bpd E X H A U S T I N G by HITMAN BOYFRIEND E X H A U S T I N G by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 655 83 10 tracks abuse abusive relationship codependency bpd mental illness gold SCREAM IT OUT by idksmile SCREAM IT OUT by idksmile 3116 206 14 tracks depression cutting i promise it will get better self harm sad platinum and i'm sad. again. by jordanxsjom and i'm sad. again. by jordanxsjom 30761 2509 15 tracks sad depressed sadness sad songs sia gold i taste of sludge and charcoal by plant kid i taste of sludge and charcoal by plant kid 1736 137 14 tracks sick depression mental illness sad personal Oh, so typical by staygaystaydead Oh, so typical by staygaystaydead 919 58 8 tracks fucked up mental illness teenage angst angry self destructive What if you get sick of me? by stardrinker What if you get sick of me? by stardrinker 2209 48 10 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder gold i'll be a gun by youth lagoon i'll be a gun by youth lagoon 1254 212 11 tracks alternative rock teenage teenage angst The Wolf by roganwynter The Wolf by roganwynter 303 41 14 tracks borderline personality disorder mental illness depression delusions bpd gold stuck in bed sick in the head by rimbauds stuck in bed sick in the head by rimbauds 2598 187 9 tracks mental illness recovery sick day gold self hate is fun! by glue-for-brains self hate is fun! by glue-for-brains 3473 371 10 tracks self hate up beat depression suicide gold a musical supplement for lost social interactions and communcations by pariahdaisy a musical supplement for lost social interactions and communcations by pariahdaisy 1898 267 10 tracks he brainweird mental illness missing friends i keep making my grave deeper and deeper and i'm too scared and messed up to ask for helpdoesn't help then again he doesn't want help Was it ever quite enough? by blooddrool Was it ever quite enough? by blooddrool 230 28 10 tracks borderline personality disorder bpd mental illness i'm a mess by tenniskirt i'm a mess by tenniskirt 1141 68 17 tracks sleep sad depressed self harm suicide platinum D I S S O C I A T E by plant kid D I S S O C I A T E by plant kid 8525 1344 16 tracks dissociation depersonalization mental health derealization unreality gold sorry, i'm sorry by farval sorry, i'm sorry by farval 2185 244 8 tracks depression bpd mental illness anxiety sad gold the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap by tulipkid the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap by tulipkid 2115 297 10 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder sad mental illness I'm Just A Ghost I Guess by NovaIsANerd I'm Just A Ghost I Guess by NovaIsANerd 749 46 10 tracks csa ptsd trauma depersonalization brainweird I Nᴇᴠᴇʀ Tᴏʟᴅ Yᴏᴜ Tʜᴇ Wʜᴏʟᴇ Tʀᴜᴛʜ (Forgive me) by NovaIsANerd I Nᴇᴠᴇʀ Tᴏʟᴅ Yᴏᴜ Tʜᴇ Wʜᴏʟᴇ Tʀᴜᴛʜ (Forgive me) by NovaIsANerd 270 31 10 tracks personal csa ptsd crywank brainweird I Don't Know What's Going On With Me Anymore by NovaIsANerd I Don't Know What's Going On With Me Anymore by NovaIsANerd 626 65 37 tracks personal brainweird anxiety disorder childhood sexual abuse borderline personality disorder gold //self-destructive anthems// by tulipkid //self-destructive anthems// by tulipkid 827 111 18 tracks bpd actuallyborderline brainweird mental illness gold fade away. by tulipkid fade away. by tulipkid 1007 113 12 tracks bpd dissociation mental illness brainweird