I got a gun to my head, but it isn't loaded.
I got blood on my hands, but it isn't my own.
And oh my god, it just won't wash away.
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A playlist for Nicolas. After his wife died, he only allowed himself a short time to be numb and not exist (which is the time a lot of these songs pertain to), then he threw himself into his work. However, shoving down his problems really didn't make anything better.

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