Everything has been a bit heavy lately and I'm not necessarily happy at the moment.
On one hand, I've never really processed my childhood traumas completely and at this point I don't even think I know how, and on the other the fear of abandonment is very present in my life right now. This fear stems from both past incidents and the fear of future ones. I don't know what my future holds or how long I can keep going like this and I am terrified.

Fair Warning: These songs are primarily soft but contain quite a lot of triggering content (This includes the subjects of rape/sexual assault and abuse, trauma and abandonment, which is why I tagged this playlist as NSFW.

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