cptsd rapturousblue Length 97 playlists Updated November 11, 2020 playlists featuring emotional abuse, abuse, and physical abuse music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete you're the worst person i've ever met by femgay you're the worst person i've ever met by femgay 126 23 27 tracks trauma ptsd abuse depressed vent gem Mama why? by Marble Hornets Mama why? by Marble Hornets 194 81 14 tracks molestation csa abuse sexual abuse incest gem that's not how you play by victimized that's not how you play by victimized 121 44 11 tracks cocsa vomit incest i just need a lobotomy codependency part II: the tempest by yusesya part II: the tempest by yusesya 60 17 10 tracks abuse abusive mothers anger angst aggressive your father's son by lieutolu your father's son by lieutolu 85 29 11 tracks castlevania alucard dracula parental abuse fathers rome is also built on ruins by vespertones rome is also built on ruins by vespertones 17 6 10 tracks ptsd indie folk cptsd recovery trauma I'll be good, just please stop hurting me, please. by NovaIsANerd I'll be good, just please stop hurting me, please. by NovaIsANerd 154 35 10 tracks emotional abuse ptsd trauma child abuse melanie martinez I Could Use Some Friends For A Change by washtellmeimpretty I Could Use Some Friends For A Change by washtellmeimpretty 177 13 11 tracks toxic relationship toxic friendship emotional abuse pt i. i died when i was a kid by vespertones pt i. i died when i was a kid by vespertones 404 75 10 tracks trauma abuse child abuse gold Don't TOUCH ME!!!!!!!!!! by EddieGluskin Don't TOUCH ME!!!!!!!!!! by EddieGluskin 1602 184 12 tracks abuse physical abuse sexual abuse ptsd brainweird you were bad news by kuzuryuuu you were bad news by kuzuryuuu 45 12 19 tracks abusive friendships emotional abuse gold The Dumbing Down of Love by stardrinker The Dumbing Down of Love by stardrinker 1149 117 12 tracks abuse emotional abuse physical abuse sexual abuse all is well, it's only blood by critrole all is well, it's only blood by critrole 215 52 15 tracks abuse emotional abuse vent coping fdfskjgfgkl gold ᴷᶰᵒʷᶤᶰᵍ ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᴸᵒᵛᵉ ᴵᶳ [ᶳᶤᵈᵉ ᴬ] by stardrinker ᴷᶰᵒʷᶤᶰᵍ ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᴸᵒᵛᵉ ᴵᶳ [ᶳᶤᵈᵉ ᴬ] by stardrinker 1729 202 15 tracks abuse emotional abuse sexual abuse physical abuse side a i cried on all my birthdays by thousandeyed i cried on all my birthdays by thousandeyed 81 17 10 tracks mental illness mentally ill abuse emotional abuse vent YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID. by avpdatsushi YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID. by avpdatsushi 49 6 10 tracks emotional abuse abuse trauma angry I'm Your Fuck Up by thewaywardthief I'm Your Fuck Up by thewaywardthief 483 72 11 tracks ptsd abuse emotional abuse physical abuse violent impulses i was alone by cpdogwolf i was alone by cpdogwolf 256 60 12 tracks emotional abuse personal abuse trauma brainweird gold maybe im no good inside by ghostyawn maybe im no good inside by ghostyawn 2395 267 13 tracks abuse emotional abuse anxiety memories personal you've changed by lyriumwarrior you've changed by lyriumwarrior 62 4 9 tracks emotional abuse recovery personal I was the king of pain by Johnnythreedicks I was the king of pain by Johnnythreedicks 18 7 16 tracks child abuse emotional abuse physical abuse angry personal i am young and i am good by Azalea0428 NSFW i am young and i am good by Azalea0428 66 26 35 tracks child abuse emotional abuse bad dad shitty dads narcissism Don't worry, Dad. I'm not gonna tell. by Johnnythreedicks Don't worry, Dad. I'm not gonna tell. by Johnnythreedicks 103 31 20 tracks child abuse emotional abuse abuse vent csa warmth by reksai warmth by reksai 35 4 8 tracks abuse emotional abuse personal is this how its supposed 2 feel? by staygaystaydead is this how its supposed 2 feel? by staygaystaydead 471 24 8 tracks abuse dysfunctional relationships emotional abuse whatever don't look at me please by uirusu don't look at me please by uirusu 112 11 8 tracks brainweird anxiety emotional abuse personal pearl love like a leash by victimized love like a leash by victimized 53 14 12 tracks good boy/girl is a trigger term csa abuse unhealthy love emotional abuse Dedicated to the worst day of the week by Romadera Dedicated to the worst day of the week by Romadera 8 3 8 tracks sunday sundays emotional abuse depression helplessness spiraling downward by dv1v1 spiraling downward by dv1v1 73 15 8 tracks abuse ptsd emotional abuse vent sorry idk what to do gold Rough Stuff by EddieGluskin Rough Stuff by EddieGluskin 983 106 12 tracks abuse verbal abuse emotional abuse neglect gem I can't tell her by _gim I can't tell her by _gim 54 12 8 tracks abuse emotional abuse personal conflicted by ghostofapoet conflicted by ghostofapoet 631 47 11 tracks family siblings parents emotional abuse family problems home for the holidays by grasskit NSFW home for the holidays by grasskit 667 83 11 tracks anxiety suicide bitter emotional abuse stress you were the mean one by moosetrack you were the mean one by moosetrack 611 95 10 tracks emotional abuse abuse negative gregory and the hawk sad dye ugly by reksai dye ugly by reksai 160 25 8 tracks child abuse neglect bpd emotional abuse dear mother by WannabeGeisha dear mother by WannabeGeisha 15 9 8 tracks abuse abusive mothers emotional abuse angry depression gold i'm so fucking humiliated by myself by vomitt i'm so fucking humiliated by myself by vomitt 396 178 8 tracks dysphoria gross mental illness dissociation brainweird gem i am full of worms by wrathfulPrince i am full of worms by wrathfulPrince 339 85 20 tracks ptsd child abuse trauma dissociation regression gem YOU'RE ALL OVER ME by bonecarving YOU'RE ALL OVER ME by bonecarving 173 63 8 tracks toxic relationship abuse fuck you dissociation bipolar don,,t tou,,ch ,,,,me !!??? by expensivetrashbag NSFW don,,t tou,,ch ,,,,me !!??? by expensivetrashbag 111 35 8 tracks bpd ptsd dissociation sexual abuse rape gem ιмpurι†у by critrole ιмpurι†у by critrole 347 59 20 tracks violent impulses pedophilia bpd abuse divine Ignore 'em by uncultured-buff00n Ignore 'em by uncultured-buff00n 162 28 9 tracks night terrors nightmares insomnia fear unreality gold U R G E S by doggut U R G E S by doggut 563 176 14 tracks ptsd sexual abuse sad-ish anxiety worsening by reksai worsening by reksai 513 55 9 tracks abuse child abuse manipulation schizophrenia Why do you hate me? by MutedMoth Why do you hate me? by MutedMoth 27 3 8 tracks personal sad depression schizophrenia suicidal don't you love me anymore? by murkoff don't you love me anymore? by murkoff 21 6 12 tracks csa abuse sexual abuse idk what to tag schizophrenia gem STOP FUCKING TOUCHING ME by MutedMoth STOP FUCKING TOUCHING ME by MutedMoth 44 14 10 tracks rape sexual abuse child abuse schizophrenia depression and it shoulda felt good by inthecrowdalone and it shoulda felt good by inthecrowdalone 23 7 10 tracks trauma flashbacks anxiety drinking sex gold made me impure by victimized NSFW made me impure by victimized 1327 205 16 tracks csa rape flashbacks sexual abuse first tracks arent for him but for me terror by throwuped terror by throwuped 117 7 12 tracks brainweird csa flashbacks nightmares crying Everyone's bitch by NovaIsANerd Everyone's bitch by NovaIsANerd 57 8 10 tracks ptsd csa emotional abuse night terrors flashbacks filth by mephitine filth by mephitine 160 20 12 tracks abuse ptsd physical abuse flashbacks hypervigilance hair pulling by famicomworld NSFW hair pulling by famicomworld 70 15 9 tracks abuse flashbacks brainweid creepy personal gold a-ok!! by EddieGluskin a-ok!! by EddieGluskin 1149 131 10 tracks brainweird psychotic abuse flashbacks violent by your hand is the only end i foresee by ghostyguy by your hand is the only end i foresee by ghostyguy 44 17 9 tracks cocsa csa sexual abuse ptsd im coping lol two for flinching by thinmintprince NSFW two for flinching by thinmintprince 366 74 9 tracks abuse violence cocsa neglect i tell myself that it wasnt that bad but it still fucks me up did you wanna play that game again? by victimized did you wanna play that game again? by victimized 147 29 8 tracks csa violence cocsa i have too many abusers to make mixes for hahaha Where is your proof? by EddieGluskin Where is your proof? by EddieGluskin 517 88 13 tracks trauma csa cocsa I hope it kills you like it killed me. by avpdatsushi I hope it kills you like it killed me. by avpdatsushi 178 38 9 tracks abuse emotional abuse angry survivor revenge IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU by ufo345 IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU by ufo345 26 2 9 tracks abuse verbal abuse gold YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS by dizzysodas YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS by dizzysodas 1036 236 11 tracks child abuse ptsd csa guro violent impulses @ me, mom. by offyours @ me, mom. by offyours 61 14 11 tracks nero's day at disneyland mental illness angry mommy issues bringmethehorizon gold ... by Slave Boy NSFW ... by Slave Boy 1000 135 28 tracks child abuse flashbacks ptsd sexual abuse recovery jinkies by EddieGluskin jinkies by EddieGluskin 119 27 10 tracks abuse sexual abuse emotional abuse csa family by cinnamilk family by cinnamilk 74 22 10 tracks child abuse emotional abuse neglect verbal abuse take your hatred out on me by hotchmun take your hatred out on me by hotchmun 60 14 8 tracks religious abuse emotional abuse abuse religion marilyn manson gold my beloved smother by lycanns NSFW my beloved smother by lycanns 910 122 11 tracks emotional abuse abusive parents child abuse abuse abusive mothers blood of the lamb by victimized blood of the lamb by victimized 301 36 10 tracks manipulation mothers i dont know what to feel personal emotional abuse abusive family by mephitine abusive family by mephitine 811 97 17 tracks abuse abusive family abusive parents trauma emotional abuse gem that's what you are. by EMMAFR0ST that's what you are. by EMMAFR0ST 75 41 14 tracks toxic relationship unhealthy relationship csa sexual abuse child abuse gem im safe im safe im safe by rancidrotting im safe im safe im safe by rancidrotting 119 50 9 tracks csa sexual abuse ptsd cocsa I am not your doll. by thealogy I am not your doll. by thealogy 129 22 10 tracks asuka langley soryu nge emotional abuse abusive parents i told you i was sorry already by victimized i told you i was sorry already by victimized 93 26 11 tracks abuse nelgect basically part 2 of fondly wrongly but abt abusers than my rapists lol family mothers tough love, right dad? by victimized tough love, right dad? by victimized 82 18 8 tracks abuse family we just found out my dad is dying along with the rest of us fathers gem im not angry anymore (well, sometimes i am) by deercutie im not angry anymore (well, sometimes i am) by deercutie 37 13 13 tracks trauma breakup abuse i guess if ur listening to this u should probably see a therapist. candles by smallhymn candles by smallhymn 524 75 8 tracks abuse csa sexual abuse neglect ruined valentine's day by eijirou ruined valentine's day by eijirou 8 5 16 tracks incest abuse trauma cocsa abusive relationship gold g o .... a w a y by EddieGluskin g o .... a w a y by EddieGluskin 511 110 12 tracks abuse gaslighting cptsd psychosis paranoia the big bad wolf by punkgrandma82 the big bad wolf by punkgrandma82 412 67 8 tracks csa rape child abuse cptsd gem It's called love. by jellyplant It's called love. by jellyplant 186 67 8 tracks abuse abusive relationship stockholm syndrome obsession Property of Dear Old Mom and Dad by It'sJustArcher Property of Dear Old Mom and Dad by It'sJustArcher 132 38 13 tracks ptsd emotional abuse parental abuse gaslighting personal Mommie Dearest II by riddlesandcrows Mommie Dearest II by riddlesandcrows 74 19 8 tracks abusive mothers abusive mom parental abuse emotional abuse gold it would be fine if people just like me wo uld go and die by poststr it would be fine if people just like me wo uld go and die by poststr 400 112 13 tracks suicidal emotional abuse parental abuse ableism personal oh little girl, what happened to you? by critrole oh little girl, what happened to you? by critrole 302 61 13 tracks child abuse physical abuse parental abuse abuse brainweird stockholm syndrome by vansii stockholm syndrome by vansii 709 23 20 tracks stockholm syndrome abusive relationship unrequited love gold behind these bittersweet bars by pandorasocks behind these bittersweet bars by pandorasocks 1380 180 10 tracks stockholm syndrome codependency creepy haunting run run run as fast as you can by sfdghjkljhgfdzsfxh run run run as fast as you can by sfdghjkljhgfdzsfxh 368 82 10 tracks csa abuse cocsa trauma cptsd WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME by BulletBones WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME by BulletBones 26 13 10 tracks ptsd cptsd trauma flashbacks son lux ✖ DELETE EXPERIENCE by kidguilt ✖ DELETE EXPERIENCE by kidguilt 200 22 8 tracks csa abuse trauma cptsd bpd STRINGS & ZIPTIES by between2and22 STRINGS & ZIPTIES by between2and22 39 11 11 tracks cptsd ptsd abuse recovery relapse recovery gold repetition by goreadult repetition by goreadult 2443 277 9 tracks ptsd abuse mental illness akfdg;ljfadfkdls im in fukcin ghell gold How dead do you feel? Dead by mlked How dead do you feel? Dead by mlked 2199 412 8 tracks i feel like shit the worst playlist ever anxiety all my friends hate me and they think im an idiot, have a nice day!! by hyperandrogenism all my friends hate me and they think im an idiot, have a nice day!! by hyperandrogenism 78 8 10 tracks toxic friendship abusive friendships self hate bullying bpd gold maybe i don't want heaven by rubs maybe i don't want heaven by rubs 466 180 11 tracks corruption youth religion adolescence (Part B) The Mother by MutedMoth (Part B) The Mother by MutedMoth 18 2 8 tracks abusive family abuse mother manipulation lies gold To all the children raised by wolves by withershins4 To all the children raised by wolves by withershins4 875 105 100 tracks wolves child abuse coming of age into the wild storytelling how could you by angelophy how could you by angelophy 104 20 8 tracks ptsd cptsd trauma abuse rape victim